10th
Because he is not beautiful anymore
he is waiting until he becomes distinguished.
until then the snow will melt,
and i will start seeds in eggshells
that i line up on the window sill
above the kitchen sink.
it is a good idea to buy a pretty girl flowers
and to walk alone in the snow and to
smile at people you dont know
make lunch and sit by the window
the bits of silence between the noise
as part of my mythology
i am leaving today but i will come home soon.
once there was a man and he was like a post card
he was sent from one place to another
and there were a lot of words written on him
in different places. some on his clothes some
on his shoes some in his hair and some even
on his private parts. no matter what he was always
going from one place to the next. for the most part
he enjoyed it. this traveling. meeting different people
and learning the languages. making notes on the different
words for the same things and the same words
for different things, like boot and flapjack.
but sometimes he didnt want to be
a post card. he wanted to be a letter.
so he set off in search of an envelope.
this is the stupidest thing i have ever written but i am really tired
and jet lagged in manchester and i feel like a post card.
love ben